is it OK....

Is it OK to feel nervous? Is it OK to have fear? Is it OK to cry? Is it OK not want to think about it? I don't know if I want to know about the results of my tests. I went on Monday and they did an aspirated biopsy to check if the mass they found is cancerous or not. I don't know how will I take the news if I have cancer again. It has been really hard the past 2 years...coping with school, work, being away from my family, and having survived cancer twice. We'll see how it goes.

*Anxiously waiting for a phone call* (...or not)